Once again, I need a second opinion. I need your help.

Newbie Joined: Jul 14, 2008 Posts: 18

Hello, once again I'm here. Yet this time I dont introduce myself in or express what I feel or think about religions.
Whoever read my first topic in here, knows what I am about to write about. Whoever didn't, your chance is here - Please read this topic linked:
http://theinfidelguy.com/ftopict-925.html

However, I'll get to it.
School begins within two weeks. As I wrote before, I HATE school. I can't stay there, nor around the community I do right now.
Ofcourse, my family "runs" a life here. I cant just drop this at them without causing a great change.
On the other hand, I cant just leave or run. That would just simply cause more trouble than there are already.

I've been wondering too much lately. About everything, including life. I realized that even if we do live more than once, what we remember and enjoy is the life we currectly are living and expiriencing. Therefore, for me to actually enjoy, I need to move away.
I don't know how to do this. I don't know who to talk with. But I do know there IS a way, it's just not a way I have yet explored or thought of.

I am asking for a 2nd source to advise me or - What can I do with myself right now?

And my pashion in life...I am able to enjoy myself. Just not in THIS area, around THIS community.

I dont want to live in Israel anymore. Because I hate the language, I hate my school and I hate the selfish type of human that I see around me (Even if there are barely any of them, I just cant stand it).

If you read this nor replied, I thank you for your time.

Newbie Joined: Jul 14, 2008 Posts: 18

I apologize for double-posting, but my thread has lots of view counts and not even one comment.
This thread might change my life, since this decition and this issue is extremely important.
I need your help badly

...Thank you, and I really hope for some comments.

Posted: Sun Aug 17, 2008 6:48 pm

We do not know what options you have at the moment. You are too young to even try to leave your country, right? So your options are limited for now?

Must you go to school? You must try to think as to how that is beneficial in any way to you. Make positives out of negatives. Anticipate what will or might upset you and plan ahead to deal with those downs instead of reacting to them.

You seem to already be striving for more and better, that is good. Attempt to make the effects of causes as positive as you can. Keep telling your mind you are experiencing things in order to make you a better person (your sub-concious won't know you are lying to it Surprised

)...).

Again, what are your options? What resources do you have? What have others in your similar position done to get away or move on?

The Learned Joined: Nov 30, 2004 Posts: 122

Just do what everyone else has to do - put up with it. High School is crap everywhere and just a political tool for various factions to try to control you. If it was really about "learning" then it would be made like college where you tailor your schedule based on your interests and strengths instead of having so much riding on your weaknesses.

So my 2 cents is put up with the bullshit for now, then when your that magical 18 age do what you want.

Rob

Onelife wrote:

Hello, once again I'm here. Yet this time I dont introduce myself in or express what I feel or think about religions.
Whoever read my first topic in here, knows what I am about to write about. Whoever didn't, your chance is here - Please read this topic linked:
http://theinfidelguy.com/ftopict-925.html

However, I'll get to it.
School begins within two weeks. As I wrote before, I HATE school. I can't stay there, nor around the community I do right now.
Ofcourse, my family "runs" a life here. I cant just drop this at them without causing a great change.
On the other hand, I cant just leave or run. That would just simply cause more trouble than there are already.

I've been wondering too much lately. About everything, including life. I realized that even if we do live more than once, what we remember and enjoy is the life we currectly are living and expiriencing. Therefore, for me to actually enjoy, I need to move away.
I don't know how to do this. I don't know who to talk with. But I do know there IS a way, it's just not a way I have yet explored or thought of.

I am asking for a 2nd source to advise me or - What can I do with myself right now?

And my pashion in life...I am able to enjoy myself. Just not in THIS area, around THIS community.

I dont want to live in Israel anymore. Because I hate the language, I hate my school and I hate the selfish type of human that I see around me (Even if there are barely any of them, I just cant stand it).

If you read this nor replied, I thank you for your time.

Newbie Joined: Jul 14, 2008 Posts: 18

My options may be limited aswell. Yet after checking my possibilities, I have realized I can't live on my own.

I know how crappy high school is. Believe me I do. Sadly, I'm more mature, understanding, and thinking about the future than anyone else in my age. Once I have opened my eyes and looked forward, I can't just pretend I don't know what's going to happen.

My hopes? Go away, move to another country. Unless an 18+ will escourt me and go with me, it's impossible for me to do that.
Meet a good community, new friends.

My possibilities? ...stick to school, which I dont want to. I just cant daily see these....kids around all day. I likely DONT want to stick to school.

Home-school? Only saw it in movies. I know it happens, I don't know if it's allowed in my country (Which I'm about to check), and I'm not sure how will I live on until I'm 18 without seeing people. Even if I will, I dont know how well does it work.

Move to another city? School will start before that. Besides that, for this to work I must let my parents know. That would just be wrong. I'll have to explain everything from the beginning.

There are more countless options like gaining my very own knowlage by myself. Buying books and understanding all the material included in them.
Yet...I don't know if that counts as studying because it isnt official. If it would work, I have no problem at all doing that.

Sorry, I'm just really confeused and worried right now.

The way I see it, 80% of the..."kids" in my high school dont actaully learn. Or at least try to.
I understand everything you say. Yet, I don't want to stay in school. What kind of life would I have if I won't make this change and do what I hate and makes me sad so much? I must find a way to live better.

School obviously is meant to be good and helpful in the present aswell as in the future. Benecifial as it will be, I'd rather do something else. I don't want to be in school.

By the way - I forgot to mention that this is definetly not fame-related as it would appear to be to some people. I've expirienced fame, and it made me sick. It was a great lesson for me about life, and a warning too in some way.

Posted: Mon Aug 18, 2008 2:24 pm

How many more years of school do you have left? If you don't have the money to move out on your own, then really, you'll just have to put up with it as best you can. I hated school, too, every single day of it, and was so glad to finally graduate and never have to go back. Do you have a job? If not, could you get a part-time job somewhere so you could start saving money? You can't do anything without money, so think of some ways to earn it so you can feel more in control of your life.

Newbie Joined: Jul 14, 2008 Posts: 18

I have too much hate for school to move on with it. Less than two weeks and it starts. I'm so pissed off, I just hate it so much.

I have this feeling - I'm willing to give myself and work for this school year - none stop. I'm over-motivated to work and do all that I can to make my own money. Yet again I'm young, and doubtfully I'll actaully hire some place for a steady job that will hold me until I'll decide where to move on.

An important edit:

I realized something : I have it planned - The actions that I will take and the results the planned actions will lead to. The family and friends that I will leave behind, the good and bad things that will come out from this.
I just dont know how to DO this move. How to operate.

I'm feeling selfish by taking this move - planning to leave my family behind and just start my life away from them. There's got to be a solution.


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